i don’t let people in easily. i don’t make them feel as if they’ve known me their whole lives and i don’t care. i have a hard time trusting people. i don’t want to come off as vulnerable nor do i want people to think they can take advantage of me.
i’m fragile deep down, but i won’t let you see that.
i also decided that time is just an illusion after watching waking life. there are no days, months, hours or minutes. they don’t exist. our lives are just one long day. we just use the idea of time to track of our lives.
i just want to swing on a tire swing all day and forget about my worries.